enrollednurse/hypochondriac annie. And life, good or bad?

Since the end of February 2004 I have been talking retiring fully. No bank nursing. It is now near the end of June 2008,
I think that a week on Wednesday I am really going to finish.

I will miss my workmates. I think it is them who have kept me going. (Bless them.) There has been a lot of changes, people moved on and new people starting work on the ward. But there are the few who have been there for years and years like I have.

Our kids have grown older, some married with children of their own. Time goes so quickly.

Nearly 9 months off the cigs, soz, just HAD to stick that in. X

We hear of people being stabbed or shot, we hear about soldiers getting killed in foreign parts, just kids bless them. Whatever age anyway, it is so sad.

Then important documents left on trains.

Then we hear that some "High Ups" are going to do something about it. I want to know when?

All this stuff going on and yet nothing much being done to stop it or is there?
I am an ordinary woman, I live an ordinary life. But things are getting much worse than they were.

Please do something someone. Please.

http://www.smokeworm.com

Another excellent site. Makes good sense.

http://www.stayquit.co.uk

Support and help. (Look for aaaabbb, that is me. lol)

Hope everyone had a good day yesterday. lol I wonder how many people are suspicious? I like to think I'm not. But I think I am not fooling anyone at all.

If I see a magpie I do a little wiggle of my fingers, not a full wave. I mean, people will think I have lost it. Ok, I have but don't want the world and his wife to know. Fingers crossed when I HAVE to walk under a ladder.
I am sure there must be other things I do. Can't remember at the moment. Yes, there is another, salt, not to pass it to someone, place it on the table so they can pick it up. If I spill some, never remember which shoulder to throw it over.

I give up now as I will start to think of loads of them.

 Good luck everyone!

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I remember standing with my Mum and waiting for someone famous to come out of the Midland Hotel. I think it would be circa 1964-5.
Crowds were waiting so Mum said we should too. lol After a little wait, out came Roger Moore. My Mum quite fancied him. (Is he a Sir now?)
I bet a lot of famous people stayed there.

Anyway we were all a lot younger then, the Midland fell into a right mess.

June the 1st it re opened, it looks great. We had a quick peep inside. The view from the back is lovely and watching the sunset over the Bay will be gorgeous.

Youtube .......... type in Morecambe and go for it!!!

It's summer, the weather ain't that bad and I am depressed. Really fed up and I don't know why. There isn't a reason for it really, maybe complete boredom??? I dunno.

It's over 8 months since I had a cig, so it can't be that. Funny but in a way I want one because I am fed up but I know darn well that it won't make me any happier.

So I sit here and bore anyone who may have nothing else to do but read it. lol I maybe should get out and do interesting things. Just cannot be messed. Everything is of a sameness. No point in anything.

When I was younger, however I felt, I knew it would pass, something would be round the corner. But not now.

But it might eh? Pinched this pic from the internet. I like it.