enrollednurse/hypochondriac annie. And life, good or bad?

It's summer, the weather ain't that bad and I am depressed. Really fed up and I don't know why. There isn't a reason for it really, maybe complete boredom??? I dunno.

It's over 8 months since I had a cig, so it can't be that. Funny but in a way I want one because I am fed up but I know darn well that it won't make me any happier.

So I sit here and bore anyone who may have nothing else to do but read it. lol I maybe should get out and do interesting things. Just cannot be messed. Everything is of a sameness. No point in anything.

When I was younger, however I felt, I knew it would pass, something would be round the corner. But not now.

But it might eh? Pinched this pic from the internet. I like it.