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01/25/2008
Bits and Bobs.
This computer is a Packard Bell XP. I have had it for a while now and I love it. Ok, it's a big one, not flat screen or anything but I don't care.
I remember the first one I had. To this one, it had very little memory and stuff. I still thought it was the bees knees though.
Maybe if I bought another one tomorrow, it would be bigger and faster. Computers are like cars aren't they? Lose value very quickly. No, now I think of it, I suppose they get cheaper.
I got a printer too. I go through printers pretty quick. It's my fault, not the printer's.
It's my second scanner, the first one, well I just couldn't suss it out. This one is so much easier.
Digital camera? I am on my second, but if I remember rightly, I got one free with computer. Had about 50 pixels, took two photos, lol.
I lie! I just can't remember.
So I will say two and forget the first one.
Every gadget I get, takes me ages and ages to suss out. Keeps me from being bored tho
War Child. Part one
I will call them Bessie and Rob. It would have been in June 1943 when they were together. She was a WAAF and he was a Canadian Airman. Both young and sadly, now both dead. Bessie's mother had died just over a year ago, 1942, March. So she will have been vulnerable, lonely and away from home. That is, what ever home was then.
So, she met this blond, good looking Canadian, bliss. But like many a young woman then, she got pregnant! March 1944, she had her baby.
Yes, it was me.
In those days, it was shocking for someone to have a baby out of wedlock. Some mothers' kept them though. Very brave and you found out very quickly, who your friends were! The mothers' that put their babies up for adoption must have missed them every day of their lives. There will be 60+ people all over the world that either, don't know their biological parents, might not have know they had been adopted.
The young ladies of those days could be in their 80's now. Some a little bit younger. Bessie married an English man in 1946. They had to adopt me. I have the papers yet. My sister was born in 1948 and our family settled down.
When Bessie died in the 70’s, dad asked me if I knew that Bessie was my real mum. I said yes. But it made me think. So I asked sister if she knew what he meant. You see, when I was about fourteen, my mum had to tell me that she had given birth to me before she was married. I thought that dad had come home from the war and made an honest woman out of her. I never asked questions, none at all. If mum hadn’t told me, my Godmother would have had told me as Godmother felt I had a right to know.
I know, when mum told me this, she was really embarrassed. She maybe didn’t want me to know really or just didn’t know HOW to tell me. As sister and I grew up, met boys etc, mum used to tell us about the handsome Canadian she used to go out with. Told us his name too. Funny how I remembered it. So after she died, I decided to try and find Rob. Oh yes, I had asked dad and he said he didn’t know who my biological father was. When dad died, I tried even harder. No success though, none at all. Many years later, my boys were all grown up and I was a granny I got a computer and also the Internet. Doors opened. To this day I don’t know how I did it but wrote to some place and received some papers about Rob. Where he used to live, and the names of his parents also. Photos show we had a look of each other. My friends say, he HAS to be my father as we looked alike. More so when I was a child. Through a friend of mine, I got the unusual name of a woman I thought was his daughter. She was easy to trace, not many with a name like hers I can tell you. This woman turned out to be Rob’s step-daughter. He was single when he was over here. He went back home and married a woman with two children, a girl and a boy. Then they had a baby boy from that marriage. He will be my half brother, Ric. I talked to Ric, nice chap he sounded on the phone. He said he would write back to me if I wrote to him. I was so happy, I found out how Rob had died and a few other things too. That was about three years or so now, if not more. Since then, nothing, not a thing. You see I made the mistake of telling Ric’s half sister that I thought Rob knew my mum was having a baby. Oh dear, cat among pigeons or what? No way would he not have told his new family. Actually, I disagree but that’s not the point. He may well have told his wife I suppose, that’s if he DID know. But the rest of the family???
Dunno.
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01/24/2008
San Francisco.
I would love to visit SFO again. It seems a long time ago now. But I have my memories and my photos. Sister and me talk about it often.
Tha socks I bought for himdownstairs are still unworn. I suppose some men at 60+ don't fancy walking around in with socks with Alcatraz written on them. Not that many people would see them. lol Maybe I should sell 'em on Ebay.
I remember fondly "The Stinking Rose." All things garlic. Mmm. I still have a tiny strawberry / garlic flavoured boiled sweet. I ate the other one I got. Nice. Just didn't dare try the ice cream though. Bet it was good.
We were supposed to go to Banff the year after but never did. Time yet and even maybe April /May. We will see.
Yes, it will be two years ago in June. Wonderful place. Fishermans Wharf, seals, sun, mist and the Golden Gate Bridge.
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01/23/2008
My health.
I'm not far off 64. Woe is me. As I gave up the cigs on the 30th Sept 2007 I expected to be, well, kind of reborn. I knew that I wouldn't be turning cartwheels, wasn't good at that when I was very, very young.
But up pops my hypochondria. Pains in places I never had before. Nothing to do with working and sitting in a different position when on the computer. Oh no, nothing that simple. It's not even my age. It's much worse than that.
Not that is has been confirmed by a doctor. (I must go to see my Asthma Nurse soon as I am a little overdue.) I just hope she marvels at the new improved me. Will be upset if she isn't.
This stopping smoking is still hard but a lot easier than it was. Sounds silly that and what I mean is it is easier in one way but I get niggling thoughts. I suppose in the grand scheme of things, the thoughts are manageable.
Treating you to a pic of my sister's birthday cake. She is younger than me. lol
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01/16/2008
Fags and Nurse. Happy Birthday Son.
Tomorrow I have managed 110 days with out a smoke. Not had a fag at all this year. In fact, not had one since 30th Sept 2007.
I have been sorely tempted though. I am afraid that there isn't a day that I yearn for one, ok, not actually yearn but I do think of them daily and often. It is much better than it was though.
Tomorrow our younger son is on his last year of being in his 30's. Not happy. Neither are we. lol In a year's time we will be the parents of two "boys" over 40. I suddenly feel quite old.
Happy Birthday S. X X X X X X
Tomorrow I am going to work too and also on Friday. I wish I hadn't said yes now! Roll on Saturday and roll on summer.
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01/05/2008
Stopping Smoking.
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